Of the unavoidable thoughts,
The urge of running away,
A sleep would put a stop to all of these.
But why couldn't i have it when i need it the most.
Just talking to someone about all these creeping thoughts
About that person who scares me
About that person that ive fallen in love of since 2014
So small, so little, but still matters.
Would at least make me feel secure.
You guys are the most comfortable to be around with.
Are the closest definition of home,
Where when i reside, im no longer searching for home