towards Mardhatillah..~

~Allahumma solli ala saiyidina Muhammad...~

Assalamualaikum guys...

Today i've finished reading 'musafir perindu'..

and...

i think about it lots of time...

i really want to be that girl...

who deserved such a great man...

and finally i realized that..

i'm on the wrong path..

i've changed...

since i moved here...

this hamidiah's world...

and finally..

i wandered...

and i really want to be closer to Him...

and this maulidurrasul day make me wonder a lot...

about the difference that happen after i entered maahad..

i've really change...

and i miss prophet Muhammad a lot..

i really want to be a good ummah...

and a good calipha....

today...

i think and think...

and...

every time i felt like i'm a step closer to Allah...

i thought about Kisas...

my heart says that i really want to go there..

i want to feel the ukhwah and mahabbah that has been practised by them...

also..

the responsible of being a good da'ie on this earth...

however..

if i don't have the opportunity to go there...

maybe there's reason behind them...

the Hikmah...

i will accept any results that have been arranged by Him...

insya Allah...

I really want to change...

and i hope that i will finally made it with the other caliphas that He sent to accompany me along the journey ...

insya Allah.. ^_^