admist ambition and ability..

Assalamualaikum guys...

sbnrnye... aq da lame trsepit antara cita2x aq yg mmg aq sgt2x minat dan kemampuan aq utk dptkan bnda tuh...

dri skola rendah lagi aq prefer nk jadi forensic scientist...

siap berucap depan Rosmah lagi..

masuk NST tu.. ;D

anyway, syra kate bdg forensik ni trhad kat Malaysia...

selalunye, org yg jd forensik kat Malaysia ni org yg kursus dua mggu je...( mereka yg klu ikut prosedur luar negara mmg x layak langsung jd forensik )

and then terus jd forensik... 

hey i'm serious x nk jd forensik utk gaji buta camtu...

aq nk jd forensik utk menegakkan keadilan utk mangsa2x...

aq x mau kna rasuah sana sini...

itula yg berlaku kat Malaysia...

they take those stupid people and only in two weeks they've turn them into a forensic scientist..

imagine??

klula bidang forensik ni kuat kat Malaysia...

x kanla kes pembunuhan Nurin Jazlin tu mkn mase yg brbulan-bulan nk solve...

even one of my friend told me that a newspaper oversea had stated that if they handle the Nurin Jazlin case, they would have finished everything in only two weeks...

beza sgt!

klu forensik dan bdg kehakiman Malaysia telus,

msti keputusan muktamad hakim x perlu dipertikaikan lg...

tgokla kes Sosilawati, Altantuya... sampai ble nk selesai??

dah brkurun aq tggu keputusannye...

x settle2x pun??

even smpai kna import forensik dri Thailand utk selesaikan kes Teoh Beng Hock...

bkn org malaysia ni pandai ke???

mane prgi forensik2x yg sepatutnye genius malah lebih genius dri para doktor...

so, aq pun lm dilemma sekali gus mematikan niat aq nk jd forensik...

mak aq pun galakkan aq jd children psychologist cam dye..

mak aq kate.. org perempuan x sesuai krja bz2x...

i totally agree with that..

but i am really passionate for this job...

dri segi ability and speciality aq,,

mmg aq sndiri x nafikan aq ske bce personaliti org...

gerak geri org...

and pling pntg..

aq same mcm mak aq...

aq sgt interested dgn kanak2x berkeperluan khas...

aq nk tlg diorg...aq nk masa hdpn kanak2x ni cerah...

~i want to help kids achieving their future~

so,

dgn mrkah chemist and bio yg x brp memuaskan...

nmpak sgt aq kna padamkan cita2x yg selama ni aq kejar...

aq rasa lemah..

aq sndiri x tahu hala tuju aq...

then i met teacher rohaya...

teacher kata...

munierah,,

anything yg you minat, kalau you betul2x minat,

you must go for it...

klu you rasa yg you byk kelemahan, you baiki...

jgn give up sbb klu kite nk sesuatu tu, kite akan pastikan kite grab dye...

and one more,,

istikharah munierah...

ask for what best for you

sbb belum tntu ap yg you suke pling baik utk you...

teacher pun berkongsi tips dye...

teacher kate.. dlm solat, kite mnx dgn Allah...

spy ttpkan pilihan yg terbaik utk kite...

dan lorongkanlah jln hidup kite ni kpd pilihan yg trbaik tu...

teacher kate,,

bile kite dah brserah kpd Allah, x dpt ape yg kite nk pun...

kite akan redha 

i like that, redha...

insya Allah i will pray for what best for me...

korg pun doakan ap yg terbaik utk aq tau...

;)