conducting something.. ehmm??

Assalamualaikum guys...

Praise be upon our prophet Muhammad ..

so today..

cam biase..

Friday = debate right??

i am really thrill to go to the meeting today..

but because i had my PJK session this morning n i tend to have those feeling of kegelian setelah berpeluh///

so i insisted to go home first, then i'll return back to the school...

but it turns to be an unexpected event when suddenly...

after waiting for about 30 mins or more,,

we realize that Kak Ulfah/ Kak Laila were not coming...

bcoz we searched for them..

kat surau n x larat nk jenguk kt asrama...

so, as the eldest one...

i felt responsible to conduct the meeting...

yela... everybody has come n suddenly we just cancelled the meeting bcoz we're lack of seniors??

i don't think so..

yeah we need them...

yeah they're good..

but maybe it's time to learn how to become a leader..

right??

n finally now i realize that it's not easy to conduct the club..

i mean... yeah to cheer them n give something that is really useful to them kan??

i don't want them to go to the meeting for nothing...

at least they've got something from that meeting...

so, first..

i only can think of Q-cards...

so kitorg men tu jela...

then suddenly they look bored..

Anis asked if we are lack of confident, how can we overcome it??

i really can't remember what was my answer...

and suddenly i got an idea...

so i asked them to write down what makes they feel not confident on a paper..

so, we used the same paper n write about it...

then i collect all of the paper, nameless...

and i read it one by one...

and as a family,

we all give our suggestion/opinion/solution to the probs...

it's good really...

but i'm not as good as the kakak2x...

i really miss them on today's meeting

huhuhu... can't imagine what is it like to be on next year...

nemind.. i'll do my best!! insyaAllah...

you'll never know without trying.. :)